At least, that's kinda how I feel. I guess I shouldn't be too dismal- a few things HAVE gotten better. But only a few. I have a long way to go yet, and it's all uphill. It really makes me wish I had another friend like Lulu was. Only real... *sigh* Now I feel bad for writing that...
I was released from therapy a few weeks ago. Mom says I need to go back. I want to try something else on my own before I make that call. If I could just change my perspective, everything would be okay. The glass is half full, not half empty.
But isn't it all the same anyway?
I think college killed what was left of my spirit. I'll have to get it back over the summer. Which is soon for me, thank goodness. Maybe in the fall I'll be a decent student, and not a lazy bum.
Haha.
Stupid habits. The bad ones are always the hardest to break, aren't they...
Bah.
Just bah....
I'm gonna go make cookies now... Maybe then I'll feel better.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
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