I really, really need my dad to pass away. (No, I don't feel bad for writing that, since I think he wants to go too.) After all, he's not really living now- the only thing worse would be if he were on a vent. I'm waiting for him to need dialysis. Won't that be fun? Argh, I need to stop writing depressing posts... Or for more happy things to happen to me. That would be great, actually.
I've been knitting a lot lately, it helps take my mind off things. Sorta. Anywho, I've improved my bowing technique on my cello, but I still need a piano for my pitches (or a bloody fretboard ^^), which we don't have. Yet... But we're getting one. Soon, I hope. What else has happened that's worth mentioning... Haha, It's been two months and I've nothing to say. Well, I suppose no news is good news? lol...
I guess I really am just trying to relax and prepare myself for the next semester. I hope I don't bungle it like I did last year. Of course, there were some extenuating circumstances... I don't think I wrote about it on here... I suppose I will when I have time. I still remember what happened. Vividly.
Now, see? There I go again! >.< I've GOT to work on this depressing thought cycle thing. No wonder I'm down all the time. Maybe I'll go write something. That usually works.
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